Now what?

[mostastelessgir]

Ok things have gone no where with J, as assumed. Whatever. Ok so not whatever! I hate it, but nothing i can do. So I've been all distracted with New Years and NY coming out and partying and fun times and all that! Now they are not sure, not cool! I just cant do Cananda now, can't afford it, can't get a sitter. So then this guy has been talking to me on myspace, yes it goes against every fiber of what little morality i have left to meet a guy off the internet, but he seems really nice, not a juggalo, but listens to PSY, he's cute, a little wanna be thug ish, but hey.So I'm all talking to him and he's got kids, not KID, kids, ok well I can't hate cuz I have a kid right? Well his kids are 2 and 4 months......errr....ok I can still maybe hang...not to mention he's 21, which we all now i have no issue with the age LMAO! SHUT UP! SO...I'm talking to him the other night and were just yapping about christmas and shopping and bs like that, then i come to find out in addition to all that shit, he has no job and his car is broke down! WHAT THE FUCK! IM SO LOSER MAGNET. So needless to say now I will NOT be going to meet him, FUCK ALL THAT. Last night he imd me and was fighting with his kids' mom, ummmmm maybe cause your broke ass needs to pay for your kids, shit! Not to mention its Christmas! All i need next is to meet a prisoner....lmao.

Then to add to my happiness.. Kate wants to send fucker a Christmas card and her school picture, I asked her why and she said "because i do". Ok what kinda answer is that?? I dont even what to think about him wanting to see her, I was all good with her calling him 1x a month, that was do-able.
MERRY FUCKIN CHRISTMAS. I need a permanent vacation!



Can I have some of that please??