I used to wonder.....................

Oct 20, 2005 10:54

Why people kill.....now I know. Thankfully the conversation took place long distance and on a phone. BECAUSE if it woulda been in a decent driving time, there would have been a brawl!
Ok so I'm ALL excited because Zo can go to Wicked in Columbus in 2 weeks, so the trip is on, and Kate's all excited. We were done in class early so I waited for Lisa outside and decided to make the calls to NY to tell them all it was on. So I call John and tell him, he's all cool..blah blah he's gonna paint Kate's face and do her hair and they are gonna match and she's gonna have so much fun and don' worry bout her, I'ma take care of her he says and on and on. It was way cool, and I know Kate's gonna love going and he's promising that he won't be fucked up at all becuase I'm bringing her. So I am all excited, looking forward to another weekend with them. THEN he says "Did Krissy tell u who all wants to go?" Im like yeah. He repeats it, I'm like YEAH and I proceed to rattle off everyone that was with us last weekend. Then he says and Mel. I said ahhhh NO! That's not allowed to go, so then we TOTALLY get into a fight about it all. He's running off at the mouth saying it was a mistake and shes sorry and all this total BULLSHIT! WTF! I could not even believe i was hearing this from him. I thought I had slipped into the twilight zone or something. So we are arguing back and forth and i'm like fine then I wont go, if you want her to go then have fun, I WILL NOT ASSOCIATE MYSELF WITH THAT KIND OF TRASH! Nor will I subjected my child to that. He got all mad and said I better be there fri night and not to get all mad and to calm down. I thought I was gonna spontanously combust!I wanted to throw up! I told him that I guess he didnt know me well enough to ask me something like that. I am crushed that he would even ask me something like that! So on the way home I called Zo and Mario, I was totally hysterical, crying, and Mario could barely undersand me on the phone, he told me to calm down and be careful driving and we'd talk when i got there. I had a total meltdown. Like when kids sob and can't breathe, oh that was me. Mario couldnt understand why or how John could have asked me to be around her either. Called Krissy and am still waiting for her to call back, it was too late to call Megans house and she wasnt online. I only slept 2 hours, kept getting up and pacing, blew up a buncha stuff on GTA to try to take out my anger, none of it helped. At about 3am i was still so wound up I was ready to call him and start raging on his voicemail!
As i said before and repeated last night, I could of dealt with it/her/the issue at the time if she would of told the truth, she lied to my face after I put myself out on the line for her, thats how i was repayed. She fucked him in my home, while my kid was home and lied to my face, and claims to be Juggalo Family. F U C K T H A T!!! I got over it all and moved on and now what! WTF!?!?!?!?!?!?! Great! I am so looking forward to his phone call tonight,should be great! If I even answer it!
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