everything sucks today...
everything always sucks.
some things are just so goddamn hard to do or to deal with. some people just don't understand what they do.. or what they don't do for that matter and the effect it has on those around them. maybe they do know but they are just so absorbed in living their stupid fucking shit hole life, only thinking of themselves, and who's "cool" to them that they forget the little ones who got them there.. and got them there i mean that everyones friendship affects that persons personality and who they are. i'm just talking nonsense. i fucking hate you. i want you to be different. i don't want you in my life. if this is the sunshine, i want the clouds grey again. if this is what makes others happy.... i don't want smile. this whole life is bullshit and everyone is the biggest fucking let down.. no one is ever real to us. stop with the fake friendships, or don't talk to me anymore. just becasue i'm there doesn't mean you have to acknowledge me... i'll get the pictuter. fuck you again. goodbye
some things are just so goddamn hard to do or to deal with. some people just don't understand what they do.. or what they don't do for that matter and the effect it has on those around them. maybe they do know but they are just so absorbed in living their stupid fucking shit hole life, only thinking of themselves, and who's "cool" to them that they forget the little ones who got them there.. and got them there i mean that everyones friendship affects that persons personality and who they are. i'm just talking nonsense. i fucking hate you. i want you to be different. i don't want you in my life. if this is the sunshine, i want the clouds grey again. if this is what makes others happy.... i don't want smile. this whole life is bullshit and everyone is the biggest fucking let down.. no one is ever real to us. stop with the fake friendships, or don't talk to me anymore. just becasue i'm there doesn't mean you have to acknowledge me... i'll get the pictuter. fuck you again. goodbye