just when i think it's over...

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and i'm prepared to cry every night, and be alone and wish that i could take back every mean word said and every dirty look a flashed at him... he ends up blowing me away and totally surprising me. they say you can't change a man. but only if they want to change. well, he wants to change. i told him that there are only 2 ways we could go at this point.. one way is with me and get everything straight and live a happy life, or stay where you and do what you do now and always be angry and sad and not want to live to be old enigh to see your brother get older... and before i cold ven finish my whole schpeal, he had told me his decision. that boy never ceases to amaze me.
and when we both realize that we've been hanging out almost everyday for the past 2 weeks... it makes me warm. it doesn't feellike we see each other too much. nor does he get on my nerves. ok, well.. sometimes but not like the friend you can only hangout with becasue they annoy you. i'm just blabbing on... ok. i will stop boring you now.

hmmmm..... this is the life.