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whoaaa today was a loooong day.
woke up at 6 this morning and headed to the TISCA non-qualifiers meet in McKinney. that sucker lasted forever...but then again, when do swim meets ever not last forever?
pretty good meet though.. pretty sure we got like 4th.. 5th... something like that.. which is pretty good, cause there were like 15 teams. so yay, go MOST!
playoff game started at 2, and of course, i was still at the meet.. and by the time we left it was already 20-7. and that blew, cause i really thought we were gonna lose. and so i was just like fine, i'll go home, but i'll stop at sonic first. so i stop, and i'm sitting there, and my phone rings, and when i pick it up, all i hear is sara screaming "WE WON!" so i'm like freaking out, and i rush to the square, and EVERYONE and their mom is there, which is amazing. the band played, cheerleaders cheered, bellguards did their thing, and it was great. best time i've ever had at the square.
went to sara's for a lil bit, then came back home, and now i'm here, watching forrest gump, and about to go to sleep, cause 6:00 is really early for a saturday morning.
i realized today that exactly one year ago today, i broke up with drew. exactly one year ago, at this very meet, i started dating carter. it's just crazy how things can change in just a year. and i'm not saying this to make it seem like i wish we still were or whatever, cause i don't want that at all. so don't take it like that. but it's just.. crazy how things can change in a year.
and i've realized that i'm sick of being treated like i'm nothing. sick of being treated like i don't matter. just sick of it all. i'm tired of letting people walk all over me, and i'm sick of people who treat me like that when i haven't done anything to them. as of right now, things are going to change.
and as of right now, i give up on something else. if you don't know what i'm talking about, then oh well. but if you do, as of now, i'm through. it's time to move on.
comment, loves.
woke up at 6 this morning and headed to the TISCA non-qualifiers meet in McKinney. that sucker lasted forever...but then again, when do swim meets ever not last forever?
pretty good meet though.. pretty sure we got like 4th.. 5th... something like that.. which is pretty good, cause there were like 15 teams. so yay, go MOST!
playoff game started at 2, and of course, i was still at the meet.. and by the time we left it was already 20-7. and that blew, cause i really thought we were gonna lose. and so i was just like fine, i'll go home, but i'll stop at sonic first. so i stop, and i'm sitting there, and my phone rings, and when i pick it up, all i hear is sara screaming "WE WON!" so i'm like freaking out, and i rush to the square, and EVERYONE and their mom is there, which is amazing. the band played, cheerleaders cheered, bellguards did their thing, and it was great. best time i've ever had at the square.
went to sara's for a lil bit, then came back home, and now i'm here, watching forrest gump, and about to go to sleep, cause 6:00 is really early for a saturday morning.
i realized today that exactly one year ago today, i broke up with drew. exactly one year ago, at this very meet, i started dating carter. it's just crazy how things can change in just a year. and i'm not saying this to make it seem like i wish we still were or whatever, cause i don't want that at all. so don't take it like that. but it's just.. crazy how things can change in a year.
and i've realized that i'm sick of being treated like i'm nothing. sick of being treated like i don't matter. just sick of it all. i'm tired of letting people walk all over me, and i'm sick of people who treat me like that when i haven't done anything to them. as of right now, things are going to change.
and as of right now, i give up on something else. if you don't know what i'm talking about, then oh well. but if you do, as of now, i'm through. it's time to move on.
comment, loves.