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May 29, 2009 17:07

Happy Birthday Live Journal?

So Summer 2009 has begun. I have mixed feelings for a multitude of reasons. Last summer was so involved, so exciting, such a time for new things that this summer (I feel) has already been doomed. I hate being pessimistic but lately I've felt so down about my current status. Gaby and I are already fighting and Ana is distant and always with her new group. I feel obsolete as a friend (not to all however). My new life isn't here in SA but I need to make the best of this summer.

I started working at a golf course. The job is easy- people are really nice... The worst part about this job is how dead it can be which=boredom for me. I'm now significantly darker so that is neat. There are definitely some creepy old men running about that place...Especially the 40 year olds. Some tell even tell me their marital problems...

So yes, I want to write about my Olmos Perk barista...He's beautiful. Nice green eyes. He reminds of someone but I can't figure it out. My mom says he looks like Quentin (that's a whole 'nother story, though). His style is very different, he even has a tattoo. I noticed him one morning and man, after that, I just felt heavy every time I'd see him. Bad news is I think he has a gf. Bad news is I have a bf. I'm sick I think sometimes. Ha. Anyhow, sometimes we'll flirt and sometimes I'm slightly bitchy to him and I wonder if he notices....

I want to work or volunteer at an orphanage. It's been on my mind for quite some time now.

My mom's birthday is tomorrow. She's an amazing woman. I love her!

Coldplay is coming up soon! I'm so excited. Definitely something to look forward to.

That's all for now I believe,
Monica
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