All about hope
2:20 and not a wink of sleep has come over me yet.
I don't know if I've been happy today, it's been mixed emotions and I haven't quite been myself lately.
With 2 weeks left of school you think I'd be savoring and enjoying everyone and everything having to do with highschool, but at this point, I feel I just want summer to come. I almost even want to skip graduation. Of course that would be crazy but I feel myself going all anti-social at a time I shouldn't be. Speaking of, there's a grad party tomorrow with swimming but I don't think I can swim or stay for the whole thing, so hopefully something will work out.
My love life is non-existent. I think. I find myself wanting to be less complicated but I can't. Then I think, the pessimistic me, thinks that I have no business getting serious yet. What's the point if you have to end it and everything?
I got in an accident with Gaby and Ana. We hit a tree. It was right before we left for Fiesta Texas and we decided to car pool. I had a feeling though that I should have taken my car, but we didn't. It was an adrenaline rush (in a bad way) and I just thought it was crazy that one my phobias had finally come true. Everyone was okay but damn, we hit a tree!
Oh well, life is good other than that. And I am sooo thankful for The Office. That show keeps me going on weekdays and I'm so thankful for my goofy friends. They keep me laughing as well
Alright I'm still not sleepy but I'm going to go
Goodnight,
Monica
I don't know if I've been happy today, it's been mixed emotions and I haven't quite been myself lately.
With 2 weeks left of school you think I'd be savoring and enjoying everyone and everything having to do with highschool, but at this point, I feel I just want summer to come. I almost even want to skip graduation. Of course that would be crazy but I feel myself going all anti-social at a time I shouldn't be. Speaking of, there's a grad party tomorrow with swimming but I don't think I can swim or stay for the whole thing, so hopefully something will work out.
My love life is non-existent. I think. I find myself wanting to be less complicated but I can't. Then I think, the pessimistic me, thinks that I have no business getting serious yet. What's the point if you have to end it and everything?
I got in an accident with Gaby and Ana. We hit a tree. It was right before we left for Fiesta Texas and we decided to car pool. I had a feeling though that I should have taken my car, but we didn't. It was an adrenaline rush (in a bad way) and I just thought it was crazy that one my phobias had finally come true. Everyone was okay but damn, we hit a tree!
Oh well, life is good other than that. And I am sooo thankful for The Office. That show keeps me going on weekdays and I'm so thankful for my goofy friends. They keep me laughing as well
Alright I'm still not sleepy but I'm going to go
Goodnight,
Monica