Apr 24, 2008 15:25
well, it happened again, finally. I got fired for reasons that are ambiguous and not as quite explicit as they sound. i take the real reasons to be that i didn't kiss enough ass, and that i wasn't chipper or cute enough to customers when i wasn't feeling cute or chipper. boss's usually say i have an attitude problem. Well I have very real and well developed problems with authority and being dehumanized by capitalist relationships in the workplace, but i guess i don't think that's inappropriate. go figure. nobody will probably speak much on my behalf, preferring to lay low and keep milking out the necessary dollars to live at the bought and sold cost of self respect. i hate jobs. i've worked since i was thirteen years old. my sister turns thirteen in two weeks. i hate jobs...
i could use extra hugs for a while.
so in other words i have more time than i have had in a while to do the things that sustain and nourish life rather than sap me of it. so as soon as i stop pitying myself and look at things in an empowering light, there is all that to have fun with. right now though, i'm eating sugar.