I feel good.
until I have a tablet (which I've wanted more than gabe for a lot longer) I can't really do anything special on this computer program. my art is going to have to suffer. but I have tried doing simple stuff, and it takes forever.
in sever stomach pain for a lot longer than I thought. still assuming it was that crazy stoamch flu thing that Criss suspected. but I think it's finally clearing up. I hope. I haven't really moved around a lot today. why? because I've been sitting here for the past 5 days designing shirts (that will probably end up not being used, but hey, i'm having fun) and honing on that picure I drew way back when. it's exciting. why? I used to draw something first and then scan it in and then attempt to color it and get pissed about the ugly lines that are too horrible to revive the picture. BUT now I'm getting better and figuring this thing out and learning how to draw (with the mouse, NEED a tablet) so there are no ugly lines!!!!
stayed up till 2:30 last night finishing 'raising helen' and watched "the truth about cats & dogs" after that. finally slept in my own bed after crashing on the couch every night for the past week or so. -spiders. kept leaving my window open with the fan in it. but they still get by. and like my bed as much as I used to. the bites are finally going away. but I slept better. so I feel good. maybe that's why my stomach is finally showing some mercy.
I miss everybody. I mean everybody. I still miss the past. i dont know what to say about it anymore.
got my schedule. maybe this year wont be as bad as I feared. but band being 5th period is a little retarded. so much for that. but I dont have math scheduled, is that a problem?
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"Tell me why can't you see, it's not the way
When we all fall down, it will be too late
Why is there no reason we can't change
When we all fall down, who will take the blame
What will it take"
No Reason - Sum 41
"I tried to be perfect
But nothing was worth it
I don’t believe it makes me real
I thought it’d be easy
But no one believes me
I meant all the things I said
If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I’m trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own
This place is so empty
My thoughts are so tempting
I don’t know how it got so bad
Sometimes it’s so crazy
That nothing can save me
But it’s the only thing that I have
If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I’m trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own"
I smell. time for a shower. *scamper*
in sever stomach pain for a lot longer than I thought. still assuming it was that crazy stoamch flu thing that Criss suspected. but I think it's finally clearing up. I hope. I haven't really moved around a lot today. why? because I've been sitting here for the past 5 days designing shirts (that will probably end up not being used, but hey, i'm having fun) and honing on that picure I drew way back when. it's exciting. why? I used to draw something first and then scan it in and then attempt to color it and get pissed about the ugly lines that are too horrible to revive the picture. BUT now I'm getting better and figuring this thing out and learning how to draw (with the mouse, NEED a tablet) so there are no ugly lines!!!!
stayed up till 2:30 last night finishing 'raising helen' and watched "the truth about cats & dogs" after that. finally slept in my own bed after crashing on the couch every night for the past week or so. -spiders. kept leaving my window open with the fan in it. but they still get by. and like my bed as much as I used to. the bites are finally going away. but I slept better. so I feel good. maybe that's why my stomach is finally showing some mercy.
I miss everybody. I mean everybody. I still miss the past. i dont know what to say about it anymore.
got my schedule. maybe this year wont be as bad as I feared. but band being 5th period is a little retarded. so much for that. but I dont have math scheduled, is that a problem?
--
"Tell me why can't you see, it's not the way
When we all fall down, it will be too late
Why is there no reason we can't change
When we all fall down, who will take the blame
What will it take"
No Reason - Sum 41
"I tried to be perfect
But nothing was worth it
I don’t believe it makes me real
I thought it’d be easy
But no one believes me
I meant all the things I said
If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I’m trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own
This place is so empty
My thoughts are so tempting
I don’t know how it got so bad
Sometimes it’s so crazy
That nothing can save me
But it’s the only thing that I have
If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I’m trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own"
I smell. time for a shower. *scamper*