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[mosquitobyte]

man. losing your internet sucks. a lot. first time in a long time I've updated. probably shouldn't waste much time since once again I'm mooching off of someone elses internet. I still dont know what the problem is with it but all I know is that if it doesn't start connecting to the intenet soon I'm going to have to introduce to it Mr. Hammer

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[kissarai]

She's supposed to play *with* me? I was saying that I won't be there for rehearsals. Richelle just got her Bassoon at the Lockin. Same as all of us. Except I'm pretty sure that they got to take theirs home. which I didn't. And not Robbie, the other clarinet kid. I don't remember his name.

I don't want to take any freaking positions. Two Bassoons are better than one. I can see bassoonists in bands. But when they have only one, there might as well be none.

I know it's hard, because not even Grostick can play the thing. How the heck am I a poster child? And I need fricking help because I don't even know where to put my fingers on it. It took me almost 15 minutes to figure out how to put the damned thing together, and I don't even know if I did it right.

I don't understand why this is such an issue. Honestly, I'll be off her freaking back soon anyway. I don't know what the big fatty deal is. She'll never see me. She doesn't have to help me, I'll figure it out on my own if she doesn't want to help me, it'd just be nice.

What do you play, anyway? Who is this?

[carbonationx10]

Oh...well, by stepping in, I thought you meant like...play a song by yourself- Like, step IN. Like Richelle actually plays it...c'mon. I forgot that therew were two boys now...its that corey kid, eh? Do you honestly see him going anywhere with it? Meh.

You can hear sarah just fine as one- It's okay for just one. I'm not saying you don't know its hard. You just are the poster child- you play just about every instrument and you're good at everything you attempt that's musically related. You know it, too! Don't be modest. Nobody knows where to put their fingers the first time they pick up an instrument. And when I played flute for the first time, I put it together wrong- Which is pretty difficult to do, if you ask me, since there's only three pieces to the damn thing. I didn't really put it together wrong, just the foot was twisted around!

It's just the way you put it, that makes it such an issue. To me it seems like you're trying to do everything, and be the best at everything- and that sucks for the people who are only so good, but want to be great, and someone with talent just moves right in, if that makes sense. And with that "I'll be off her back" comment, it just makes me think that you want to outshine someone until you get bored. I know thats probably not what you're trying to do, but jeez, that's how it sounds. I'm sure she'd love to help you,too.

That's the 'big fatty deal'.
This is Jackie. Bari-sax player?

[kissarai]

oh, hey jackie.

I don't know about the other two bassoonists. It really doesn't concern me much, to be honest. Because I don't think they'll practice. I don't think Corey knows what he's getting himself into.

I think Austin Clarke would be the "poster child" you're looking for. (not that you're looking for one?) I am swallowed in that kid's dust when it comes to talent. I just.. work hard. And a good ear helps. And a big fat background in Theory to boost. Although at the time I had no idea what I was learning. Not the point.

It's more than the fingerings that I need. It's the tricks of the thing that are a lot easier to be told about than to figure out. I got a very strong sense that she didn't want to help me. at all. when I asked the first time. But that's between me and her.

I don't want to be a nuisance to anyone... I just want to play.

[carbonationx10]

Well...okay. You and Austin tie for poster child-ness.

Just playing is fine! And not a big problem really, its just the way you put it the first few times I read it- it seemed like it didn't matter all that much to you. It's not really you, its the way you put it- or maybe I just took it the wrong way, but whatever it was- I'm sorry that I blew up on you, that's probably not what you need!

[kissarai]

Thanks.