hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm*mmmmmmm
not sure what to do.
Dont know when kirby wanted me over to watch MST3K and hopefully with pika whenever.
and I want to go to Jackie's but I dont know how to get there since I'm still waiting for Lacy to call apparently getting a ride with her from Jen.
I'm lost.
and after all that I still have to leave out Chris. I love him to death but I keep having to leave him out of stuff making him more upset. and when he's not happy I can't be happy. I wish he didn't live so far out and sometimes I wish all holidays were abolished so that these can't keep happening. I feel so bad.
I just want to spend some real time with Chris since I really haven't been able to lately.
Only good news- after all the pressure of keeping his utter existence under-wraps for fear of my parents hunting him down and shooting him --turns out they really like him, and for that I am happy. That made my day, *week ...*month. Makes me happy knowing that people really can get along, amongst my family especially, since it seemed near impossible.
IN OTHER NEWS I'm trying to find a good design for the cover of the program for the medieval feast... This unicorn is so kick-ass. ... It makes me laugh a little every time I see it. 'whether I use it or not' is the question since it's not really uniform with the rest of the design. hmm
gabe's getting his hair done tomorrow...lol. can't wait
If this isn't stereotypically viewed as hippie-ish I dont know what is, I want to say --everyone needs to get along and stop judging everyone. I know it's hard. but we should change for the better in the slightest. I know everyone who reads this can think of at least one thing they could have done better this past week. month. ...their life. lets try to fix it or do better next time. yes, it's worth it.
Monday, put on a happy face, no matter what, and smile or wave, maybe even say hello, to someone you dont normally talk to or are merely acquainted with. It could make their day. and you'll feel good about it too.
~Sarah
Dont know when kirby wanted me over to watch MST3K and hopefully with pika whenever.
and I want to go to Jackie's but I dont know how to get there since I'm still waiting for Lacy to call apparently getting a ride with her from Jen.
I'm lost.
and after all that I still have to leave out Chris. I love him to death but I keep having to leave him out of stuff making him more upset. and when he's not happy I can't be happy. I wish he didn't live so far out and sometimes I wish all holidays were abolished so that these can't keep happening. I feel so bad.
I just want to spend some real time with Chris since I really haven't been able to lately.
Only good news- after all the pressure of keeping his utter existence under-wraps for fear of my parents hunting him down and shooting him --turns out they really like him, and for that I am happy. That made my day, *week ...*month. Makes me happy knowing that people really can get along, amongst my family especially, since it seemed near impossible.
IN OTHER NEWS I'm trying to find a good design for the cover of the program for the medieval feast... This unicorn is so kick-ass. ... It makes me laugh a little every time I see it. 'whether I use it or not' is the question since it's not really uniform with the rest of the design. hmm
gabe's getting his hair done tomorrow...lol. can't wait
If this isn't stereotypically viewed as hippie-ish I dont know what is, I want to say --everyone needs to get along and stop judging everyone. I know it's hard. but we should change for the better in the slightest. I know everyone who reads this can think of at least one thing they could have done better this past week. month. ...their life. lets try to fix it or do better next time. yes, it's worth it.
Monday, put on a happy face, no matter what, and smile or wave, maybe even say hello, to someone you dont normally talk to or are merely acquainted with. It could make their day. and you'll feel good about it too.
~Sarah