Feb 19, 2005 14:44
I had something I wanted to say, but I changed my mind. Maybe I'm just too forgiving...if there is such a thing. But sometimes I just gotta let things go, and I'll let this one go because the good outweighed the bad...as it usually does in this case.
Now, on a lighter note, yesterday was pretty good (other than starting to become sick). Went to a party (kind of) last night...that was fun (too bad i was totally out of it from a combo of being sick and severe lack of sleep). Got back around 230ish. I got a 100% on my first Stats midterm...that pushed my overall self-esteem/confidence level up a notch. On Thursday night, I got a call from my brother about 11pm that my first blood-related niece was born...Imani Gabriella Zaidi. She was on the small size of normal weight, 6lbs. 12oz., but otherwise healthy. Came out easily, cried right away, and all that good stuff. She and mom should be coming home today in fact.
Gotta get ready for work soon...assuming it isn't raining. I'm growing more tired of that place by the minute...part of it though is I really want to get a job that will have some meaning for my intended future (i.e. medical related). I feel like I'm wasting my time and energy working at D-land...somehow setting myself back. I'm looking at a lab assitant job at Hoag Hospital in Newport Beach...which means I'm going to have to find a place to live around here if I get it. I would rather live around here anyways actually...i know and like the overall area and the distance away from the beach, shopping centers, malls, D-land, home, etc. The only major issue is finding a good roommate (always a chore) and cost. But there are programs for low-income people to get lower rent...so i'll see. I really want my own room this time too...that'd be great...having my own room, with great roommates in a nice apt. in Irvine. It would sure take the pressure off from things going on at home and the fact that I'd be out of school (for now) and basically living life in the real world. But like i said before, another headache to be added to my long list. I might go to an old friend's place after work...but we'll see how i'm feeling at 1215am. No work tomorrow, but I do have a basketball game...don't know if i'm up to playing. We'll see...i go now.
"Everyone sees what you seem to be; few have direct experience of who you really are."
- Machiavelli
(I know i've had that up in my profile for years, but apparently people still aren't reading and understanding it. If you think you know the real me, most likely you don't...)