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[mosilla]

this entry should be really long because i havent written in here in a while, but we'll see.

my life right now has its ups and downs i guess. i'm looking forward to homecoming and the upcoming autumn months. maybe it will keep me in a better mood? i hope so.

i'm thinking its pretty sad when you're already dreading the second week of school? yeah..
i'm definitely thinking that physics is going to be my hardest class. for some reason calculus doesn't scare me as much as physics does. and its really not good that i'm kinda having writers block and can't think at all

things i love right now:
-my friends of course and my family
-MY CAR
-piper the pug
-the fact that my Nonno is doing much better
-the weather (its so beautiful today!)
-The... (and playing pool there :D)
-two concerts coming up that im realllyyyy looking forward to

things i hate right now:
-myself for being a bad friend (to two people in particular; i love you so much and im so sorry)
-school, duh
-saturday morning
-no job and no moneyyy
-my mom is in chicago :(
-my fucking headaches that will never go away no matter how much medication i'm on and how many times i go to the doctor
-college applications especially the state one because i don't want to write that dumb personal statement thing
-my family's financial situation

things i'm praying for:
-jamie, jessie, and their family
-my cousin who is going through some rough times and i hope she's doing okay

i'm sure none of you wanted to read all that and i don't blame you if you didn't