poem

[moshxmoshxmosh]

my love dies one last time
before i shed my last single
tear
before i place this wrist
to my veins and play this
sad song once again
autumns gone winters here
love dies and changes
then again re appears
how many more times will my
undying heart break beofore
i fucking feel nothing
falling in and out of love
and back in to again
tired of feeling so rejected
tired of being insecure and
alone
all a alone with no one to
hold me tight
no one to tell me things i
want so badly
watching everyone
and there happieness
with envy
when will it be my turn
will i ever have a fucking
turn
guess ill never know
till it happens
i scream these sullen eyes to
sleep where love only fucking
finds me in my dreams
such a fucking waste of time
another fucking tease!