the length of time its been to long
Well hello journal of mine. Its been a while.like about 5 months a little more then that lol.but yah we last left off in the summer me hanging with katie and krista. wel not realy i ended up at home lol. i spent much of my summer hanging out behind the DQ and helping and bothering the DQ workers lol. i ended up wasting all of my summer in lexington and didn't get much better at skate boarding lol. i did get really depressed though. Not sure why. but close to the end of the summer i hated being around people who i love like katie....i would get mad for no reason and just be silent ad neveer talk. so that sucked. this went on for the rest of the summer. i barely saw my family snce i was in lexington everyday and always finding somwhere to stay. I made a couple very sweet friends named Dan Butler and Jake telinghusen. my dad is still dating Ellie so donald is always with me and we skate together still. me dan and jake still hang out like all the time in fact me and dan are going on a snowboarding trip sunday. but back to summer. i sold skate boards all summer and made some easy cash and som free boards for myself haha smart me i guess. i lost 2 bikes that were both worth 300 each and well gave up on owning one lol. so i just skate and scaveg parts off of boards people don't want so i can keep going and not have to buy new shit all the time. so my boards usualy have a hole bunch of shity part on them lol. awell. so yah all summer i basicly hung out with who ever showed up in lexing ton and the place to be was behind the DQ were i got fat and actualy i put in an aplacation and they didn't even hire me...lmao so stupid shit happened and i guess some peole got their story fucked up and then some one told me some one said i was a stoner...i got pissed. called some people and almost got people fired. it was shity. but no one got fired and i still was jobless. so i gave up on getting a job then people said i'ld get one next year so i was like cool...i know they wount let me have a job...the owner hates me. awell i'll just be a piece of shit jobless kid again. i don't mind but my dad will say other wise.ayway a bunch of people got jobs there even after they said there was to many people working there so i couldn't get a job that year...yah what a lieing bitch...thanks a bunch. but yah summer was ok i guss for being warm and skating all the time i loved it. but then becoming depressed and hating people i loved that sucked. and then school came and i was excited to see everyone again. Katie gave me rides everyday at the begining. i loved it lol then later stopped because of money purposes. lol i still loved her. she gave me rides home every so often though lol. i got to go to graphics this year and got to say i love it so much. its fun i get to see new kids form diffrent schools and i get to tak picters evyday if i want. way cool. i have a nice teacher who is going to help me with my porfolio thingy shit. and hopefully i'll get a good college..mabey for photography lol. or art work lol.yay. but yah i get to cody krista magen jessica natalie angel and katie like every day. matt and derek kyle nick and travis....he has been at my house so much lately its funny.anyway i think i failed gov't calss so yah. but the rest of my classes are cool.i became friends with more people... i have become great friends with christina lake we have always been friends but now we actualy talk on a daily bases. and my great new friend is Rebbeca she is awsome she calls me her hero and such all the time. i love her lol. me and her sit on the bus and have started talking because she is very shy at first but has began to talk more often because she is acctualy getting less shy everyday i love it..but she is still afraid of my camera lmao. but she is awsome lol. i have become better friends with angel hanks me and her didn't really get along to well at the begining of the year because i hated people alot because of them doing drugs and angel thought it was wrong of me to so i let it go that all my friends do drugs and just let it go.....still upsets me a bunch like to the point were i want to scream but hold it in and smile and walk away and then walk into the shadows and scream till my head exsplodes......that hasn't happened but i think if i keep bottling it u i will exsplode..or get depressed again. so mabey i should just talk to some one about it..oh well who cares i guess one day we'll see who i exsplode on and see how bad i fuck my life up by doing so....i got to help my friend make a movie the chupacobera dark forest.. still being edited lmao. its sweet. i got to be 17 and no big change because i still don't have a lisecens so no id so no proff of it. damn. one day i should have a friend take me to get one. an id not a liscens. i got a snow board and then nothing for christmas lmao. i got a girlfriend but didn't realy know her sence we just met then started goint out like in a matter of one week...it didn't last i didn't feel the same after like 2 weeks and had to break it of sence she still liked me but i didn't like her like that and it was cruel to give some one false hope of somthing working when you have already given up. i'm a sad little kid. but she and i are fine now and we sometimes talk but its still weird. christmas came and i hated it as usual...sence my mom past 2 years ago on the 19th of december i haven't really been excited for this month sence...at least my friends were here to give me love and make me feel better. and now that leads to the friday after christmas and i staied up all night thursday till about 6 in the morning woke up today at 4 went back to bed at 6 and woke up at nine and had nothing to do so i caught myself up on live journal. yay livejournal!!! awell it over and i think i'll go play on myspace lol. such a sad life. seeya