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[moshtilyoudrop]

i think its weird when people try so hard to stand out.

maybe im just too laid back these days and dont give a fuck anymore....

but i guess the above gets on my nerves.

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[getxsick]

I'm having this struggle with a close friend of mine right now. It's not so much him wanting to stand out... but to fit in. We used to hang out EVERY DAY in the summer, but currently he's been so focused on making new friends, and pleasing and impressing them, we don't hang out at all.

I'm actually talking about Davey. You met him once, at the beach takin' pictures. He drove. Yeah, he doesn't look like that anymore. It's absolutely ridiculous. Like, if you name a band that you really really really like, and he hasn't heard of it... the next day its his new favorite. He worships everyone that posts on the getalife board [mainly people from the NEOHHC board]. It's sick to watch. He acts so different. His music tastes change. He likes things that I'm pretty sure he hates, but only likes them to fit in. I can't stand it! He's become so annoying to be around. Everything he does is laughable to me now. Because I know its not really him.

And I can't bring any of this up to him, without him getting pissy and bitching about it to the other guys... and then everything would be weird for Jordan. But I'm the only one that really relaly really knows this isn't how he is. Because I've known him the longest. And when he started hanging out with Billy/Ian is when he started to change to be more like them.

UGH! THIS IS SO FRUSTRATING TO ME! Sorry for ranting, haha.

[moshtilyoudrop]

i know i could never talk to the person about it.
ever or ever.

and yeah he seemed like a nice kid but i dont know him that well.
obviously you do !

and its ok to rant to me !
i dont mind ! sometimes i do it to you HAHA