Oct 05, 2005 12:29
So today I was thinking back on something that Mariko posted the other day on myspace, about boys. I have been thinking about it ever since and it has been bothering me more and more every day.
Most guys I know are fucking scum bag assholes. I am absolutely disgusted with all these 20+ dudes who think its okay to go after 15,16,17 year old girls. Grow the fuck up. My own father is the perfect example, he is 45 years old and is married to a 21 year old. I believe that men date younger women because they know girls/women their own age are NOT stupid and will NOT put up with their shit. I remember when I was 15 years old, I would have done anythng for a guy that I liked, in fact I did. I said over and over that I would not have sex until I fell in love, I was so infatuated with someone that I could only say no so many times before I gave in. And here I am 4 years later, 18 dudes later and still I have never claimed to truly love someone. I think that guys need to realize that taking advantage of little girls is not cool, they will only think you are awesome for so long and then where will you be? Old and alone. I think it should be more of a priority to find a girl with values and who will stick up for themselves instead of girls who will tell all their friends how great you are while you are probably fucking them too.
I am ready to just become a lesbian and ditch all my guy friends, my friends do this shit to girls too. I feel like I am constantly surrounded by shitty dudes who also lack major intelligence. There ARE a few guys who are excluded from this mess of perverted shit bags.
Also I hate people who ditch and apologize.If you are shitty enough to not answer your phone when you have plans with someone then you are not sorry for doing it. People who only acknowledge you when they realize you are pissed are lame. whats the point in acting like you care? are you that desperate for EVERYONE to like you? It's such a fake way to live and I am sick of all these fakers. fuck you. If you arent real I don't give a shit about you. I have lost friends because of who I am. I am real and I am REALLY sick of fucks like you causing me stress.fuck fuck fuck.
haha. kill me now. today would probably not be the best day to mess with me!
love all of you that matter, the rest of you can suck my cunt.thanks.