"it hurts...it hurts"
So last night I heard that Nelly and Tim Mcgraw song for the first time in a long time and it made me think of stephany and all of our memories, its so funny how people change. I love that girl to death but everthings so weird now. I think it may have to do with the fact that i don't change...I have been the same person for the last 4-5 years...and steph was younger and still changing and molding into the woman she will be. its hard to hold onto a friendship when you feel like you don't know the person anymore. No hard feelings, I will always be here and I will cherish every moment we ever spent together. Steph, I want you to know that I remember the countless nights that we drank and went on walks and you gave me strength and assured me everything would always be okay, or when you angie and i got all dressed up and went to demetras for no reason, so sexual will always be our song, hair dye, buffalo trips.you were a part of one of my most memorable summers. All I can say is that I love you and it hurts to be so far away but at the same time it hurts to be around and for things to not be the way they were before. there is this unbearable tension between us. just know you are forever my stephy. i've never meant it more when i say that i'm sorry i can't be what you need. I'm tim and your nelly.<3
work 5-11.sleep.
work 10-6, nicoles party.
sleep,mikes bbq.
thats my weekend folks.
work 5-11.sleep.
work 10-6, nicoles party.
sleep,mikes bbq.
thats my weekend folks.