All is well
Status at our place is green. You may have noticed my lyrics post... ugly times.
We had some melodrama and difficult conversations very very early Sunday morning, but all is well and we are better for it.
I would rather be in a passionate fight with the woman I love the most in this world... then be bored in a relationship going no where fast. I make mistakes. Sometimes they are big ones. Yet she still loves me. Sometimes she is really small and doesn't give me what I want, and I still fiercely love her.
I don't think I could go passive, put my hands down, and lose myself in a world of work or computer games. What I didn't realize is that Kresha had kind of done that and has been numb from it. I have made some compromises too, but I don't think mine really cost me my soul. I think I have perspective on the price I have paid to be here.
Back in the old days Kresha and I had these doozy fights... doozy fights... screaming in front of the house at 3 am fights. She didn't know how to stand up for herself in a good way, and I didn't know how to listen without feeling attacked or controlled.
Hallelujah to doing things over and making the perfect choices for us.
We had some melodrama and difficult conversations very very early Sunday morning, but all is well and we are better for it.
I would rather be in a passionate fight with the woman I love the most in this world... then be bored in a relationship going no where fast. I make mistakes. Sometimes they are big ones. Yet she still loves me. Sometimes she is really small and doesn't give me what I want, and I still fiercely love her.
I don't think I could go passive, put my hands down, and lose myself in a world of work or computer games. What I didn't realize is that Kresha had kind of done that and has been numb from it. I have made some compromises too, but I don't think mine really cost me my soul. I think I have perspective on the price I have paid to be here.
Back in the old days Kresha and I had these doozy fights... doozy fights... screaming in front of the house at 3 am fights. She didn't know how to stand up for herself in a good way, and I didn't know how to listen without feeling attacked or controlled.
Hallelujah to doing things over and making the perfect choices for us.