May 07, 2007 17:18
me and tom just unicycled from my house to his house.
my thighs are chaffed but other than that it feels good.
passed by a bike tourer who had just rode to kelowna from vancouver and had
biked to mexico last year.
made me want to. get better gear. in the fall. and go. go. go. the world.
and move to vancouver.
that's been tickin in the back of my head lately.
i know i know it's cliche for a kelowna kid to want to move to vanoucver.
but i have my reasons.
last night we showed the movie you never bike alone.
kk, richard, anne-marie and jasmine (and dad and ambo) were the only guests.
but it was fun anyway.
it made me hate myspace and facebook a whole bunch.
i'm not cool, and i'm ok with that.
that means i have less of a reputation to hold up.
less expectations.
things have felt flaky and wishy-washy the past little while.
but the exictement and determination for the trip, right now anyways, has risen above the doubts.
one step at a time.
it's a beautiful dream and i'd love to do it justice.
had my first condom mishap the other day.
had my first (and hopefuly last!) morning after pill.
it sucked shit. but i survived.
it's been one of those things i've dreaded for a long long time.
dreaded just the process of figuring it out, like going to the doctor, and just how i'd say it, but i did it.
it sucks that i had to do it, i hate meds under any situation, but i'm proud i did it. i'm proud i was strong enough to. was brave enough to.
what, so, no sex till i'm 32 and finally wanna make that baby?!!? aw fuck.
couscous is so friken easy to make!
yahoo.
hopefully thom will sell his car.
hopefully my tax check will come in soon.
joy oh rapture.