feeling dicontected
ahh damn it idk what to do i thought i didnt need sean around but the more time im away from the more time i dont hear from him the fucking more i miss him and wanna be around him or just see him god im stupid i know we're not ment to be but it hurts everyone around me is being happy kristin got a new bf again no biggy there nicole and matt are spending time together and even though she says she wont date him she acts different when they hang out which brings me down cuz i feel like a 3 wheel kinda then alan is all fine and good with kip yay for him he got his fuck buddy back and idk just yesterday it seemed to hit me that i want sean in my life i feel incomplet with out him around idk it just feels so unfair to be left alone and wounder what happen wounder if he still feels for me or is he coping with it and moving on with on problems arggg i hate myself for just not letting go of him fuck!!!!