what a weekend
k so where to start i didnt go on my date with hamish i took a nap after work on friday and well my phone did ring it was only peter asking what time we were gonna leave so i told him hamish never called so we can go whenever so i grabed my shit headed over to my moms house and just chilled there until freddy called saying he was gonna come with us then we had him call johanna and she said she wasn't coming along so peter came to get me then freddy and we got out on the road we stoped at a burger king and peter paid for all of us then we got up there and i was talking with kurt god how i miss that guy lots wasn't to much fun to begin guys played some vido games i read my book until sean called then i talked with him for awhile idk i feel bad dragging him down but what i have to say it what i feel is gonna happen i mean i know he wants to come back for a weekend and what not but if he does i doubt he'll get back up there and finish up his studys then we just talked for awhile about randomness then freddy wanted to go to hooters so i had sean talk to him to try to tell him we need to go but i ended up losign my single kinda sucked cause i didnt get to say by to him or anything and i didnt here from him saturday either *tear* well we did go to hooters had some fun there with peters b-day then we came back home drank alittle and crashed out god i felt like a loser sleeping till 1pm lol but then we watched some tv more games and then we watched silent hill thats when i really started drinking lol rum and coke are good together but after about 5 glasses danielle should stop the last thing i remeber was saying im srry while peter and kurt were holding me up in the bathroom lol i can offically say i've been drunk off my ass now well peter put me to bed and watched over my the whole night to make sure i wouldnt get sick again which was sweet then this morning i of course got made fun of by him and freddy but thats ok cause shit being drunk wasn't that bad i dont really remember doing anything but sitting by the tolet then talking with peter and freddy lol great time we'll have to do it again sometime or i thought it was damn i had a dream about sean coming back and not finishing shit maybe its cause i talked to him about that earlier but when i got up this morning i had a hole bunch of feelings for him come flooding to me and its like how am i suppose to get over him if im even dreaming about him....idk what to do suppose i should just let shit play out