really long time
well lets see for the few ppl that do read this whats up nothing to much going on still not living at home but i am stopping home alot more sean leaves with george or just wants to stay at home on his computer so i come home alone alot more often its kinda nice idk i'd rather be at a house with ppl around u then in a house alone with nothing to really do well gotta work tonight nothing new lol then idk whats gonna be going on tommrrow night seans out with george again kinda got upset they never ask if i wanna go with just leave me behind and i know they go out and have a fun time but i just feel left out i mean i live there and what not but rather then that it doesn't seem much like im one of the guys idk maybe i just get upset that they never want me around or ever ask if i wanna come with they just go off and do there own thing ah the hell with it nothings gonna get better with me just typing this shit and well i dont really feel any better writing either not like i used to i think i need a freddy rant lol who knows whats wrong with me