whats wrong with me
i feel so shitty and the next min. i'll be ok and this thing with sean i just feel like im causing problems and that he's gonna end it with me again cause he cant take the way i act or that he'll just put me in the back for awhile for his friends and then he'll just forget about me i wanted to talk to him face to face for so long and then i here from my friend jess that he shows up at my house but doesn't knock on the door what does that mean did he want to talk to me was he thinking about me since he stopped by i wanna know whats going on i wanna get my feelings out to him and yet i fear that i've started something that will end everything with us again and i hope to god it doesnt i dont wanna have tired so hard and again for something i luv so much to be broughten down and have to let it go again i just wanna work things out and be happy