Treat me like a disease..
Went to the mall with Aaron, after we hit that bong. I swear the mall has NOTHING anymore and the people in the stores are FUCKEN DESPERATE for you to buy something. I swear you walk out and their like "so your not going to by anything? ok.. thanks for nothing. bye" and after they give you all the friendly smiles, faces and cheerful talks. BULLSHIT! Once you walk out that door with nothing its like "fuck you, next time buy something" Its their fault and the malls. But on others words, Ive got some new clothes and shit, because my dad insitsted and sended me some money, the job at O'Reilys is going great and im getting RICH BITCH, but i really didnt mind wearing the stuff i had again, its me! And all the new shit they have out these days are just.. BLAH.so non-me. OooOOO, and want the "I <3 Lesbians" shirt. OMG! Anyone who buys me that, I will cherish you foreber!! mwahah, but yet i could get it myelf BUT without daddy knowing, hes dosent know..YET.
Its heard for me since my dads side of the family are big homophobs. Even my 2 little brothers, i never had trust in my mom, but once i told her, i somewhat am starting to trust her...somewhat.
I missed talking to my balla today.
So i got word the other day from Jake.."Your a picture whore..you just dont know it" And you KNOW what..hes fucking right! These were taking right after I got back home from da HELL mall.
Shit, Britt would soo "play" this shirt.
Its blurry and it sucks.. I KNOW
Jake told me I was a femme tomboy..Id agreed so. Still femmie, but yet in style. I love my femme style. I dont think I could ever do "boi" i know, that im here as a femme and i LOVE it. But hey, THIS femme can be whatever she wants, and dress on what she feels comfortable with, and this happens to be so. I wear a lot of pants but today Jake took me out to go buy some clothes..hes SO sweet..and he bought me some shorts (2 pairs)im a lucky girl and hes a lucky gay bot to have me as friend, heres one of them..
On note, im going to see my baby Micalea in Houston this weekend. Cant wait. She's soo precious to me, i dont think she understands that, yet again she might. After that, im heading on back home, where i tend to be. My mom wants me to move back down in July to finish off of whats left of my school year.
Its still in thought.