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My weekend was good. Nothing to complain about. I went to a tanning bed and now my ass is pink. But it was worth it. I'm no longer albino.
I'm so excited for summer. I always say that I'm not going to work at American Heritage next summer, but I end up going back there. I can't help it; it's a bad habit. I hate it yet I looove it. This year has gone by so fast! It's weird to think I'm going to be a senior. I have to send in apps for college and apply for scholarships, yada yada. It's kind of scary. I'm not ready yet. I still want to be in elementary school and have Valentine's Day parties with puppy dog and kitty cards. Ugh...Valentine's Day. It's totally my choice as to why I'm not seeing anybody now. I've had many opportunities. It's not like I haven't moved on. I sort of had. I'm just not ready to commit. I have my eye on a few people but whenever something serious starts to happen, I move away. Zach asked me out. He's fiine and really sweet. But I can't. It's so weird. It's like I'm scared to be involved again. I want to be in another relationship. But I also don't. It's so frusterating. I can never make up my mind...
I've decided that I'm officially in love with Erk. He is just the coolest. What would I do without him??
♥.Another innocent girl just made his list
That self pity shit is just too hard too resist
Yeah, when we get home you'll see
That this part of him is now part of me.♥
I'm so excited for summer. I always say that I'm not going to work at American Heritage next summer, but I end up going back there. I can't help it; it's a bad habit. I hate it yet I looove it. This year has gone by so fast! It's weird to think I'm going to be a senior. I have to send in apps for college and apply for scholarships, yada yada. It's kind of scary. I'm not ready yet. I still want to be in elementary school and have Valentine's Day parties with puppy dog and kitty cards. Ugh...Valentine's Day. It's totally my choice as to why I'm not seeing anybody now. I've had many opportunities. It's not like I haven't moved on. I sort of had. I'm just not ready to commit. I have my eye on a few people but whenever something serious starts to happen, I move away. Zach asked me out. He's fiine and really sweet. But I can't. It's so weird. It's like I'm scared to be involved again. I want to be in another relationship. But I also don't. It's so frusterating. I can never make up my mind...
I've decided that I'm officially in love with Erk. He is just the coolest. What would I do without him??
♥.Another innocent girl just made his list
That self pity shit is just too hard too resist
Yeah, when we get home you'll see
That this part of him is now part of me.♥