american love.
so friday we went up to baltimore and played a show at the mojo. a few kids came out and were into us so that's always pleasant. thanks to everyone who did and everyone who got a cd. i also got to see g.a, she always makes me smile, toooo bad you live all the way in bmore! :[ saturday and sunday were filled with some recording, and more recording. i'm uploading the songs unto myspace as we speak, then i'll head over to our purevolume so you guys can access the songs. but yeah it was fun and stressful like always. huge thank you goes out to durv for taking his time to record us again. and putting up with us ahhaha.
so what else? i'm lonely! nothing new right, i know. i feel like i shouldn't complain about it cause i know everyone does but it's my lj so whatever. i wish i lived in the city, at least i could actually meet people. and i hate when i like a girl and it doesn't work out cause i still don't find myself over them after it's been weeks. you know, i just find myself looking at their pictures. i don't let things go easily, i really wish i could though. even i say to myself i dont care, but i guess i do if i'm doing these things. oh well. i can't wait for touring, or something. i need something in my life to happen. i feel like i don't have something to make me motivated i guess. i guess i want it to be last year again. when i had my job, my car, my girlfriend whod id see everyday and shed come over before dance and we'd lay in my bed holding hands talking about our days or what we'd do that night. i miss her too i guess, not her cause she turned into a bitch, but what we had. what i want, it was that, holding hands putting a smile back on my face. i need to be able to show my feelings and be more affectionate also. i want to be romantic, i want to have someone and spoil them. that will be the day.
as the sun sets tonight.
i'll hold you with all that i am.
so what else? i'm lonely! nothing new right, i know. i feel like i shouldn't complain about it cause i know everyone does but it's my lj so whatever. i wish i lived in the city, at least i could actually meet people. and i hate when i like a girl and it doesn't work out cause i still don't find myself over them after it's been weeks. you know, i just find myself looking at their pictures. i don't let things go easily, i really wish i could though. even i say to myself i dont care, but i guess i do if i'm doing these things. oh well. i can't wait for touring, or something. i need something in my life to happen. i feel like i don't have something to make me motivated i guess. i guess i want it to be last year again. when i had my job, my car, my girlfriend whod id see everyday and shed come over before dance and we'd lay in my bed holding hands talking about our days or what we'd do that night. i miss her too i guess, not her cause she turned into a bitch, but what we had. what i want, it was that, holding hands putting a smile back on my face. i need to be able to show my feelings and be more affectionate also. i want to be romantic, i want to have someone and spoil them. that will be the day.
as the sun sets tonight.
i'll hold you with all that i am.