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[moshi_moshi_x7]

i already posted something today.
but sitting around doing absolutely nothing has been making me think.
i drew this picture today.
its really good.
but when i showed it to ryan..he asked me if it was a reflection, not just a drawing.
that made me think about how i feel..


im lonely.
/sigh its making me crazy.
and ive hurt a lot of people in trying to find someone.
which is sad.
and i really do like someone.
a lot.
i like them enough to cry about it.
-_- enough said.
..ive liked them since the first time i saw them.
not even met them..just saw them.
im scared.

..going to westwood with kaylee kate karina and brittany in a couple of hours.

..im scared, guys.