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[moshi_moshi_x7]

i really miss someone.
and i cant really say it.
well, maybe i could.
but it wouldnt make any sense now;
after i basically said i didnt want anything to do with them.
and i didnt want to give anything a chance.
and i just wanted to be friends.
but i dont want that.
i want more.
:[ in short, i suck at life.
and im tired of screwing up all my chances with guys i feel for.
and this one was different.
like, i felt different.
and i need to stop questioning myself.
about fucking everything.
im so stupid,
and i doubt ill get another chance with this one.
this sucks

i hope you see this.