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[moshi_moshi_x7]

basically yesterday i was in the worst mood ever.
and today isnt much better.
i feel like me and colette are drifting apart.
i dont know how i feel about it.
i want to spend more time with nicci..
i think we could both do with it.
and more time with ryan, just because he makes me happy.
maybe i do need a break with colette.
i want to hang out with rich, too.
maybe even john :].
its just occurring to me that i have amazingly sweet friends that i never get to see because im being toted around by colette all the time.
and that needs to stop i think, im not sure about anything...
i love her to death, but sometimes it gets to the point where i need space.
lots of fucking space.

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comments.
kthx.