and they sing..

[moshi_moshi_x7]

i thought i was getting better.
i thought since things were shitty, it would be easier for me to push on.
but then this gets pulled.
'give me time and we'll see what happens.'
fuck.
so yeah being sent into a week where all i can do is stare at the ceiling for hours,
and go through old shit..missing it.
then that thing on his profile,
when he told me that me and cri were the only girls hes really ever liked.
so asking him shit isnt 'giving him time'.
well im trying my fucking hardest.
this is so difficult for me, doesnt he get it?!
it hurts to just think about it not working out.
it hurt enough when we were assholes to each other.
but now..its different.
all i want him to do is call me.
show me he cares.
like he did the other night.
and im not going to new hampshire because niccis leaving tonight..
which means i miss a day of school -_-.
maybe ill see him this weekend..

no one comments me anymore.