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have you ever come to relize something that after you reconize it, you cant figure out why you didnt relize it before? im not talking about "oh i left the door unlocked" im talking about real life altering things. and the worst part is that i cant do anything about it, in fear that EVERYONE i love and care about will end up hurt in someway or another. i guess im just going to have to be miserable for awhile for the sake of everone else. oh yea if anyone reads this (i doubt anyone does anymore) dont bother asking about what it is cause i wont talk about it. im just trying to get somethings off my chest.