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i'm failing and i don't know how to make it stop. i've never failed a class before and i'm busy to start this semester but it kinda seems inevitable. waaaaa.
this week sucks. i have like a gabillion papers to write, several projects to finish and some i haven't even started yet. my group for my zoo class has decided that they are busy for sarah and me and have excluded us from all aspects of the project, hence my failing grade. monday i decided to skip 2 of my classes purely because i would always rather hang out with elliott or sleep in, then actually do what i am supposed to. sometimes i make bad choices but lately it feels kinda like no matter what i do something will go wrong.
in other news, school is nearly over. today was my last day of lecture for three of my classes. hooray. i am a little sad to go home for break. i am excited to go home and hang out with my friends there and to see my family but i am sad to be a part from some people for soooo long. couldn't we just shorten the break down to 2 weeks?? i found a teacher to do my student teaching with and i start on january 9th in oxnard so i will make the daily commute from sb. fun times.
and now for a bit of good news... laura will be home soon, i love my friends, i will ge to see nicki so much over break, i am getting a new bed, i get to live with the boys again, i am going to a christmas party tomorrow, and have a silly but wonderful boyfriend, and classes are almost finished. i guess life's not all bad.
xoxo