yipes
Well, I'm getting a little hard on myself. Why can't I understand this e-time stuff at work like everyone else does. It's so hard for me to grasp this right now, and I'm doing it tomorrow..but with the help with danielle for a bit anyways. Negative thoughts are running through my head all the time saying that I can't learn this. I can be slow at certain things, other things fast. It all depends on how I'm learning it. I feel awful that I'm not comprehending this, what the hells wrong with me, I have the worst memory ever and I hate it. I wish I could memorize shit better, you can tell me your name at one time and forget it in like 10 minutes. It's insane.
I'm discourarged/nervous right now and I hope this goes away soon.
Sorry about this entry, I should get a diary of somesort to write stuff in.
I do have friday and saturday off though this week which is nice. Give me sometime to read notes and all that.
I'm discourarged/nervous right now and I hope this goes away soon.
Sorry about this entry, I should get a diary of somesort to write stuff in.
I do have friday and saturday off though this week which is nice. Give me sometime to read notes and all that.