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very bad week, but surprisingly, things seem to be getting better.
despite being completely miserable for the few days before, yesterday after classes were over i realized that i was happy despite everything that happened. sophie and i have officially ceased hostilities (even though she got me with a pretty good slap across the face) and i even saved her from a extra-sketchy creeper.
and then this morning, even though i woke up feeling rather sick, my saturday became amazing when mike a.k.a. my swing dance partner a.k.a. my new hero, brought me some yellow roses. *smile* so between Laura's red roses and my yellow ones, room 203 has a very full flower vase.
and on tuesday i get to see my grandparents and my mom and my little sister, and i'm very excited.
so now, even though there are still a lot of feelings, etc. that i need to deal with, i'm not worried about it. This time i can believe brian 100% when he tells me that everything will be ok.
despite being completely miserable for the few days before, yesterday after classes were over i realized that i was happy despite everything that happened. sophie and i have officially ceased hostilities (even though she got me with a pretty good slap across the face) and i even saved her from a extra-sketchy creeper.
and then this morning, even though i woke up feeling rather sick, my saturday became amazing when mike a.k.a. my swing dance partner a.k.a. my new hero, brought me some yellow roses. *smile* so between Laura's red roses and my yellow ones, room 203 has a very full flower vase.
and on tuesday i get to see my grandparents and my mom and my little sister, and i'm very excited.
so now, even though there are still a lot of feelings, etc. that i need to deal with, i'm not worried about it. This time i can believe brian 100% when he tells me that everything will be ok.