Hellish day much?
Ugh. Life is truely a bitch, I think you would all be lying if you didnt think so at one time or another. Im feeling like, twenty things at one time right now, As you can probably guess, Im on my period >.< another reason why this day sucks.
Ever felt so awkward you thought you were annoying everyone, like your music is too loud and someones always behind you, wanting you to move? Like you always in the way and no one wants you around?
I feel that all the time, sometimes I think I am God's unwanted child, I was a mistake anyway, as my mother put it. My Grandmother and Aunt have been trying to do away with me for years, Is it my fault?
Im not trying to sound melancholy!
Im not one of those teenagers who just go on to talk about their problems, but right now I just feel so incredibly bad, like I have the extreme urge to cry my eyes out, and feel so sorry for myself, and then I want to claw someones eyes out and drink there blood straight from the fucking socket.
hehe, getting a little evil for a second, I could write out a manuel about ways to torture someone, and....................gives me chills;)
Well, my moodswings are evident, I should go before my tirate turns into the moshpit at a slayer concert.
sincerely,
Jenn Cricket
Ever felt so awkward you thought you were annoying everyone, like your music is too loud and someones always behind you, wanting you to move? Like you always in the way and no one wants you around?
I feel that all the time, sometimes I think I am God's unwanted child, I was a mistake anyway, as my mother put it. My Grandmother and Aunt have been trying to do away with me for years, Is it my fault?
Im not trying to sound melancholy!
Im not one of those teenagers who just go on to talk about their problems, but right now I just feel so incredibly bad, like I have the extreme urge to cry my eyes out, and feel so sorry for myself, and then I want to claw someones eyes out and drink there blood straight from the fucking socket.
hehe, getting a little evil for a second, I could write out a manuel about ways to torture someone, and....................gives me chills;)
Well, my moodswings are evident, I should go before my tirate turns into the moshpit at a slayer concert.
sincerely,
Jenn Cricket