i am confused, and obviously reading the confessions of a would be sadist. is this a d+s+s+m parlor trick? a wicked act between two voluntary parties? is this a prank on a stranger or old friend? is this a night time delusion that comes to us all gaunt and feverish, demanding fulfillment?
my best guess would be a dream or fantasy self-fullfilling. the dream is never fulfilled but the ego fulfills itself through the dream. this runs into a fundamental paradox, my inability to or denial of recognition for a individual "I" or "SELF"
decreased confusion?cypressboundJanuary 16 2003, 08:41:04 UTC
a wicked act between two voluntary parties? --- yes is this a prank --- no is this a night time delusion that comes to us all...demanding fulfillment? --- yes
a dream perhaps, but one that will be fulfilled --- beyond any question or doubt.
I came across your journal on a Spoon River College LRC computer.You are absolutely sick or more precisely probably a warped, frusterated and completey unhappy individual who likes to sound tough on a journal but in reality is completey lost, feeling alot of guilt about something, and in serious need of some love and prayers. Hopefully you never find the guts to put anything into action because you wil mess up the rest of your life with guilt and a police record.
presumptuouscypressboundJanuary 16 2003, 11:51:08 UTC
*laughing hysterically*
Sick? Frustrated (or as you would say, frusterated)? Well, it is nice to see that you're not judgmental.
It saddens me to know that there are people out there like you. People who would look down on another person's words/activities simply because they do not equate your own, instead of allowing yourself an open mind and a freer life. You may not agree with what I say or what I do, but who are you to criticize me??
You think that I will ruin my life... well, what about yours? Living in such a dark and closed-in environment will only lead you to outward acts of aggression (either in words like the attack you placed upon me, or in a physical form) and inward bouts of depression. You think that I'm the unhappy one? Silly little thing... at least I have a sense of humor...enough so to laugh at your idiotic (and might I say, ignorant) approach to communication, whereas you have only hatred and condescension to offer the world
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first of all, i wouldn't be suprised if i never got a response to this post because your argument seems to be the desire to debase another humans personality and insult them (no intellect involved
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my best guess would be a dream or fantasy self-fullfilling. the dream is never fulfilled but the ego fulfills itself through the dream. this runs into a fundamental paradox, my inability to or denial of recognition for a individual "I" or "SELF"
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is this a prank --- no
is this a night time delusion that comes to us all...demanding fulfillment? --- yes
a dream perhaps, but one that will be fulfilled --- beyond any question or doubt.
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Sick? Frustrated (or as you would say, frusterated)? Well, it is nice to see that you're not judgmental.
It saddens me to know that there are people out there like you. People who would look down on another person's words/activities simply because they do not equate your own, instead of allowing yourself an open mind and a freer life. You may not agree with what I say or what I do, but who are you to criticize me??
You think that I will ruin my life... well, what about yours? Living in such a dark and closed-in environment will only lead you to outward acts of aggression (either in words like the attack you placed upon me, or in a physical form) and inward bouts of depression. You think that I'm the unhappy one? Silly little thing... at least I have a sense of humor...enough so to laugh at your idiotic (and might I say, ignorant) approach to communication, whereas you have only hatred and condescension to offer the world ( ... )
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