To all of you I am sorry.
I know it is a little late and quite possibly too late, but I have to apologize. I am sorry to everyone I told to fuck off a year ago I kinda took my anger out on everyone I cared about. I wish I could go back and change the things I said, but I can't and since I pissed off a lot of you I don't think you would even care if I apologize but I am going to anyway. I know there is no excuse for the things I said and did especially when I did them to friends I have had since middle school or sophomore year. I know I burnt a lot of bridges and I also know that some of those can never be rebuilt. I have no real excuse for my actions nor will I try to justify the facts. Some of you may think I am doing this because friends are in short supply to me, they would be wrong I have always been adept at making friends. I am doing this because I look back at the friends I used to have, friends that were like brothers to me, friends that would have done anything for me, and friends that I would have done anything for, and I realized that I was acting like a jealous little child when I said what I said. It did not take me this long to realize this but it did take me this long to get the courage to apologize, I wish I could do it over the phone but I don't think I would have the courage to do so. So here it is though it may not matter my public apology to all of you, especially Kris, Matt and Eric. Here is my new phone number for any of you who wish to contact me 248-328-1176, and my cell 248-802-7472, call me if you want or just reply to this.