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I want more. I even know what that 'more' is, but I can't have it yet. So, I'm waiting. Just... waiting. It's not a good feeling. And it's hurting my performance. Which is why today is:
Mental Health Day!
Ok, only sort of as the plan is to read 28 legal cases and outline my paper so I can go see my professor and get some feedback before I write it. But, not being in class should allow me to think, rather than just exist. At least, that's my hope. I need to, as Scott put it, find other ways of handling my stress. Ways that neither require something I can't have all the time, nor are vastly time consuming. So, I need to poke about in my head for a bit. And I think I need to figure out where I put my needle point. Maybe I'll clean my room today, it certainly needs it.
Just sort of floating, and I need to stop that and get back to being real when I'm not happy, as well as when I am.
Mental Health Day!
Ok, only sort of as the plan is to read 28 legal cases and outline my paper so I can go see my professor and get some feedback before I write it. But, not being in class should allow me to think, rather than just exist. At least, that's my hope. I need to, as Scott put it, find other ways of handling my stress. Ways that neither require something I can't have all the time, nor are vastly time consuming. So, I need to poke about in my head for a bit. And I think I need to figure out where I put my needle point. Maybe I'll clean my room today, it certainly needs it.
Just sort of floating, and I need to stop that and get back to being real when I'm not happy, as well as when I am.