I, Man
i am a malfunctioned human being.
i had prove my self that i cannot help others, i cannot make anyone happy because i felt that i do not belong to this society. Good deeds are forgotten but bad ones are always remembered. None cared about it, all i have was shit, shit and more shit. Reasoning caused wars and reasoning will never help in this generation. I found myself enclave by bad or false testimony making me feel inferior. Threatened by a knife point from everybody who expect of me but i could not give them anything, because i am a malfunctioned human being with no soul. Why should i deserve love then? I would never know. I am misunderstood and nobody tries to understand because i am a walking dead.
People say, life has your ups and your down, negativity and positivity, hate and love. Im all in between and can never be there. Sure, life is not fair but life has not been fair for me all the time.
I just want to love and nothing else. I do not want insecurities, presents, serenades, commitments or whatever, i just want to feel love and to just be loved and nothing else. To me love is a feeling and nothing else than that. For that i have concealed that parameters only and never beyond. That is my hypothesis of love. I am sad nobody understood this or understood me.
If you could only understand me.... i am a man.. i have a soul a body and a mind and not a super organism who can do everything or understand everything and always make mistakes.
Im useless for everything, almost.
i had prove my self that i cannot help others, i cannot make anyone happy because i felt that i do not belong to this society. Good deeds are forgotten but bad ones are always remembered. None cared about it, all i have was shit, shit and more shit. Reasoning caused wars and reasoning will never help in this generation. I found myself enclave by bad or false testimony making me feel inferior. Threatened by a knife point from everybody who expect of me but i could not give them anything, because i am a malfunctioned human being with no soul. Why should i deserve love then? I would never know. I am misunderstood and nobody tries to understand because i am a walking dead.
People say, life has your ups and your down, negativity and positivity, hate and love. Im all in between and can never be there. Sure, life is not fair but life has not been fair for me all the time.
I just want to love and nothing else. I do not want insecurities, presents, serenades, commitments or whatever, i just want to feel love and to just be loved and nothing else. To me love is a feeling and nothing else than that. For that i have concealed that parameters only and never beyond. That is my hypothesis of love. I am sad nobody understood this or understood me.
If you could only understand me.... i am a man.. i have a soul a body and a mind and not a super organism who can do everything or understand everything and always make mistakes.
Im useless for everything, almost.