just a bunch of stuff

[mortel_baise]

things are messed up. i probably shouldnt stay with him, but i am. it wont last anyway. he joined the marines and will be training in san diego, ca in august. next year i might be moving to california, but not for him. i cant stay here the rest of my life. maybe ill move back to new hampshire. i dunno yet. i have a few new friends, and ive started smoking again (which he knows nothing about). one of my friends is tamekia, i hang out with her almost everyday. shes really cool. her, her twin shamekia, and their friend chantal said they were gonna teach me how to dance.. ghetto style baby.. lmao. that should be interesting. then there is this kid bj, who im pretty sure wants me, and hes cute but im not interested. and last but not least, there is melissa, who is a crazy chick like me so of course we get along. man.. its crazy out in the ghetto.. i must go now and get ready to go pick up sarah.

leave one for later <3

p.s. hey tamekia.. can you smell the spanish? lmao..