...I've forgotten who I am.
+I've forgotten it all. Who I was. What I am now. It's blurry. And dark. I lay in my bed everynight praying that things would get better. But prayers aren't shit. I gotta do it myself. It's all up to me now... I seriously need some help. Im fucking up everything. Friends, relationships, school, myself. I've let down everyone that I care about and cares about me. Im changing and I don't know if I can stop it... I'm going to have to though. I can't let this happen to me. I don't know what's wrong with me, or what's happening to me. It's all so confusing. I hate it. I hate myself. I hate what I've let myself become. I hate the fact that I'm breaking down underneath all of this. And finally 'n most importantly, I hate the fact that your gone, Sarah.