Why does this hurt so much?
+Yeah. I'd really like to know. I know they joke but it still hurts. Maybe because it's coming from her. I'm probably taking it too far, but I don't care. I've really quit caring anymore. Is that bad? I don't even know how I can like someone so much. And Sarahs gone. I can't get ahold of her. I'd appreciate it if somebody would clue me the fuck in as where she is / how shes doing. Since nobody seems to fucking care much about filling me in anymore. Oh well. I only grew up with you mother fuckers. And we've only been friends since gradeschool. This update is just going to be me bitching at the world. Cause I can get away with it. I just wish I could escape it all, and go somewhere far away from everything. Just to recouperate. I wish she would quit with this shit. Trying to do all this fucking bullshit. Its ripping me apart inside. And nobody will ever know. Peace fuckers.