When you dig my grave,
As soon as I get back from break, I'm making a new journal. This one has about run it's course...not that i'm undergoing a major change or anything (though sometimes I wish I was).
I'm thinking about lifting weights again. Everyone can say it doesn't matter, but that's bullshit. People are and always will be shallow, in some way or another. Everyone. It's scientifically proven; we respond better to people we find attractive. So maybe I'll work on that. Maybe. A head start on a New Year's resolution.
Speaking of attractive, that Jen girl is mighty cute. Sometimes I feel stupid around her (even though I'm not) just because I'm attracted to her on so many levels, and I don't know how to express it. I tell her enough...but sometimes I want to share physical affection (not at school) and I don't want it to be awkward, I want it to be beautiful. But, it doesn't bother me as much because I feel that we have a better understanding now more than ever, and I think Marisa's advice has helped me a lot. It's nice to have an opportunity to learn from someone else's mistakes, and not just your own.
I just got back from Buckit "practice". The electricity at The Shop is out because some bum didn't pay the bill, so we pretty much just played on the tire swing =) We also had a short acoustic jam, which pretty much consisted of me showing the guys some Hunter Thompson songs. Soooo much potential.
The school day kind of sucked, but it's Tuesday, so I couldn't give less of a shit. I was exhausted from the moment I came to school; I took like 3 naps throughout the day. The pretentious indie asshole scarf and long johns really healped. I need to get off this fucking medicine. Our society is so dependent on drugs, it angers me that I bitch about things and just add to the problem. Not for long.
Meeting for the "Revolucion" publication at my house on Friday. More details to come. Brandy, will you be able to attend?
I know I had something more to say, but I have much else to do, so,
Ciao.
*Highlight of the day: Resolving to make shirts for Buckit that read, "Vote for Bush 2004" on the front and "Get Drafted in 2005" on the back.
I'm thinking about lifting weights again. Everyone can say it doesn't matter, but that's bullshit. People are and always will be shallow, in some way or another. Everyone. It's scientifically proven; we respond better to people we find attractive. So maybe I'll work on that. Maybe. A head start on a New Year's resolution.
Speaking of attractive, that Jen girl is mighty cute. Sometimes I feel stupid around her (even though I'm not) just because I'm attracted to her on so many levels, and I don't know how to express it. I tell her enough...but sometimes I want to share physical affection (not at school) and I don't want it to be awkward, I want it to be beautiful. But, it doesn't bother me as much because I feel that we have a better understanding now more than ever, and I think Marisa's advice has helped me a lot. It's nice to have an opportunity to learn from someone else's mistakes, and not just your own.
I just got back from Buckit "practice". The electricity at The Shop is out because some bum didn't pay the bill, so we pretty much just played on the tire swing =) We also had a short acoustic jam, which pretty much consisted of me showing the guys some Hunter Thompson songs. Soooo much potential.
The school day kind of sucked, but it's Tuesday, so I couldn't give less of a shit. I was exhausted from the moment I came to school; I took like 3 naps throughout the day. The pretentious indie asshole scarf and long johns really healped. I need to get off this fucking medicine. Our society is so dependent on drugs, it angers me that I bitch about things and just add to the problem. Not for long.
Meeting for the "Revolucion" publication at my house on Friday. More details to come. Brandy, will you be able to attend?
I know I had something more to say, but I have much else to do, so,
Ciao.
*Highlight of the day: Resolving to make shirts for Buckit that read, "Vote for Bush 2004" on the front and "Get Drafted in 2005" on the back.