Sep 01, 2005 21:53
It has come down to this. I will not be at Hogwarts until October. What I hoped to achieve this summer is yet to be done. I'm afraid that I have much to do still. Family matters. There are other reasons, but otherwise - that is all.
I'm afraid that I have not acted as myself as of late. I'm afraid that my life has flipped onto it's back and now it won't get up. Like a turtle, really. Turtle's can't get up when they fall on their backs. Poor stupid creatures. God obviously didn't think about it properly when he designed them. I suppose God didn't think about a lot when he made certain things.
Well, I have found myself free. I have been travelling and now I am back for some time before I have to leave again. I was able to pause in my travelling to meet Jus Finch-Fletchley about something but now that's over. Mother's gone to Verona and she's left me alone in the mansion. I am still sorting through Padre's papers but otherwise, I am free. If anyone wishes to drop by, you are welcome. I've got nothing else to do and no one to see. I rather feel like I've been abandoned. Millicent? Blaise? Theo? Dap
Other Slytherin comrades? I am dreadfully bored. Even Crabbe or Goyle would be good now. Perhaps that loud fellow. Hormace? Horak?