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There's one million things holding you down, why you're one of those things, I don't know.

Jun 29, 2007 17:16

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Caius. ravingamy July 1 2007, 02:46:28 UTC

I'm good.

...okay. I tried convincing myself of that for two seconds and it didn't work. I'm tired. I feel like I've just ran a marathon but I haven't been anywhere else except my bed. I feel drained.

That's good to hear. It's good progress. There's a good restaurant at Knightsbridge, something called The Round Table. It might be a bit steep, but it comes with the quality of the food.

Re: Caius. mortal_sand July 1 2007, 11:42:02 UTC

That sounds like...well, that could be a lot of things, actually. Have you actually been sleeping or not? Either way, I think you should go and see the nurse.

It's great, I'm rather excited about it, actually. I just got paid, I can afford to splash out a bit, I'll look into it. Thanks, mate.

Re: Caius. ravingamy July 1 2007, 13:34:05 UTC

I have. I'm just... It's more an emotional thing. I'll be fine. I'm just worried about some things.

No problem. Don't mention it. The food is good. I've been there a few times. Enjoy yourself, mate.

Re: Caius. mortal_sand July 1 2007, 14:00:26 UTC

Oh, right. I'm afraid I might not be so good at helping you there. But what's worrying you? I can try.

I will, and I'm sure it'll be great. I'll tell you how it went and everything. Should I be this excited? Hah.

Re: Caius. ravingamy July 1 2007, 14:16:20 UTC

I'm... erm. I won't lie to you. But I'm worried you might get angry if I tell you.

You should. It's the girl of your dreams, after all.

Re: Caius. mortal_sand July 1 2007, 14:44:59 UTC

Why would I get angry? Come on, you can tell me.

Re: Caius. ravingamy July 1 2007, 14:46:43 UTC

I. Um. We're back. Together. As in, me and Ant.

Re: Caius. mortal_sand July 1 2007, 15:33:57 UTC

...You're joking, aren't you? Why the fuck on earth would you do that? I thought...I thought you'd had enough of the way he messed you about...I..

Re: Caius. ravingamy July 1 2007, 18:01:14 UTC

I'm sorry. I couldn't stand seeing how upset he was about our break-up. I'm sorry.

Re: Caius. mortal_sand July 1 2007, 18:33:20 UTC

Don't apologise to me. ...you can't just go back to him because you feel bad for upsetting him. What about all the times he upset you? What do they count for?

Re: Caius. ravingamy July 1 2007, 18:52:00 UTC

I'm apologising because somehow, you're angry. I know, but he's trying his best. I don't want to see him hurt.

Re: Caius. mortal_sand July 1 2007, 18:55:58 UTC

And I'm not angry because you've upset me, but because I don't want to see you hurt, and I'm sure you don't either, yet you're inviting him back. Where's the logic in that? It's more frustration than anger, I guess.

Re: Caius. ravingamy July 1 2007, 18:59:04 UTC

Maybe it's a sickness, maybe it's something I owed him. I don't know. But I'm just not complete without him. But I'd really rather not have you angry just for this.

Re: Caius. mortal_sand July 1 2007, 19:08:52 UTC

I'm just...I'm trying to help you here, I really am, and you just...I'm not angry, it's just sometimes you're very frustrating.

Re: Caius. ravingamy July 1 2007, 19:11:21 UTC

I know, Caius. And I appreciate it. You could reserve the right to tell me 'I told you so' if something does happen. But before that, I want to believe him.

Re: Caius. mortal_sand July 1 2007, 19:20:06 UTC

...but how many times have you wanted to believe him and been proven wrong? I'm just saying that you should be more of wary of him than this.

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