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I'm so pissed right now. I don't even know who to be mad at. I'm mad at myself but I feel like I can only do so much.
I really want my interview to go well tomorrow. I wish there was a way for them to know how sincere I am and how badly I need and want this job. It seems like everything that could go wrong has, and I'm at the point where I don't even know what to do. I've fucked up my credit and my rental history so I can't get a loan or anything. My unemployment is barely anything and I didn't even get that this week. I can't borrow money from my mom because she's going through a lot right now with my grandparents' death and losing her job and her divorce. I feel doomed!
I really want my interview to go well tomorrow. I wish there was a way for them to know how sincere I am and how badly I need and want this job. It seems like everything that could go wrong has, and I'm at the point where I don't even know what to do. I've fucked up my credit and my rental history so I can't get a loan or anything. My unemployment is barely anything and I didn't even get that this week. I can't borrow money from my mom because she's going through a lot right now with my grandparents' death and losing her job and her divorce. I feel doomed!