It's the perfect time of year,
Somewhere far away from here.
I feel fine enough, I guess,
Considering everything's a mess.
School. I'm so sick of it! IDK what's up woth me right how, I'm just so... ugh. I need a vacation from life, to just hang out and do what I want to do.
Being near him again, and not able to talk is really draining. I don't know if I can last the whole year... But if he's happy, I'll do just about whatever to keep it that way. I wish it could've turned out differently, but I was just so sick of it, and... Well, i can't really talk about this, even though hardly anyone reads it or comments or anything anymore. I just wish I could say I'm sorry, that this isn't what I wanted at all.
I'm sorry.
Anyway, Emy's really sick, so I guess she's not going to the concert tonight.
I hope it turns out alright. I' really tired and sluggish. They changed my medication, and I don't know what the new side efects will be.
I tentatively get Calc right now. I hope I did well in my Crim. test. Lab test tomorrow, I'd better wear appropriate clothing...
Dad is yelling to use the phone, I'd better go. Quotes later.
<3
"...Anywhere else you could possibly go after New York would be, a pleasure cruise."
I feel fine enough, I guess,
Considering everything's a mess.
School. I'm so sick of it! IDK what's up woth me right how, I'm just so... ugh. I need a vacation from life, to just hang out and do what I want to do.
Being near him again, and not able to talk is really draining. I don't know if I can last the whole year... But if he's happy, I'll do just about whatever to keep it that way. I wish it could've turned out differently, but I was just so sick of it, and... Well, i can't really talk about this, even though hardly anyone reads it or comments or anything anymore. I just wish I could say I'm sorry, that this isn't what I wanted at all.
I'm sorry.
Anyway, Emy's really sick, so I guess she's not going to the concert tonight.
I hope it turns out alright. I' really tired and sluggish. They changed my medication, and I don't know what the new side efects will be.
I tentatively get Calc right now. I hope I did well in my Crim. test. Lab test tomorrow, I'd better wear appropriate clothing...
Dad is yelling to use the phone, I'd better go. Quotes later.
<3
"...Anywhere else you could possibly go after New York would be, a pleasure cruise."