Maybe it's not too late for me to fly...
Maybe you underestimated me, and now it's time,
'Cause I am tired of this fire,
And I don't need your reasons why...
~Saving Jane
Well, another day of computering and running errands. Need more gas soon...
Emy has a sectional, so we have to eat without Dad. And the printer's busted. So I can only eek out about 10 posters. But Dani said her mom can make us a flag. Sweet!
I contemplated Matt's foot fetish today. (love of my life) To quote Matt: "Your feet are so... small. And... callous-free." To which I respond; "Thank-you?" I like my feet, actually they're one of my favorite features on myself. But fetishes kinda set me off. I still think he's fab, though.
Flutes wear blue, braids, and sunglasses today. But I can't braid my own hair. So this could get interesting, especially without Mom.
We're making a List again. But a nice one. (sort-of)
Life is complicated. Especially since people say life isn't worth living without love. Making everything extra-complicated. I wish I knew... something. Something for sure, that I could count on, that would be a constant. But I'm not delusional. Nothing is constant but Change and Death. Neither of which I would befriend at a time like this. I heard a song on the radio that said: "You will never be alone, On your own, You've got me and Jesus." Unfortunately, I've only got Jesus, and he, while being very supportive, isn't comforting me like I'd wish. Maybe it's just me...
Blue-eyed boy meets a brown-eyed girl,
(Oh-oh, the sweetest thing)
Sew it up, but you still see the tear,
(Oh-oh, the sweetest thing)
Baby's got blue skies up ahead,
But in this, I'm a rain-cloud.
You know we've got a stormy kind of love.
(Oh-oh, the sweetest thing)
~U2, The Sweetest Thing
She’s a good girl,
Loves her mamma,
Loves Jesus,
And America, too.
She’s a good girl,
Crazy ‘bout Elvis,
Loves horses,
And her boyfriend, too.
And it's a long day,
Livin’ in Reseda,
There’s a freeway,
Runnin’ through the yard.
And I’m a bad boy,
‘Cause I don’t even miss her,
I’m a bad boy,
For breakin' her heart.
And I'm free,
Free fallin'...
~Tom Petty, Free Fallin'
"Wanting to change the world is sexy" ~ Bono
"Being alone and being lonely are two different things. When they come together, that's when the sadness starts..." ~Me
'Cause I am tired of this fire,
And I don't need your reasons why...
~Saving Jane
Well, another day of computering and running errands. Need more gas soon...
Emy has a sectional, so we have to eat without Dad. And the printer's busted. So I can only eek out about 10 posters. But Dani said her mom can make us a flag. Sweet!
I contemplated Matt's foot fetish today. (love of my life) To quote Matt: "Your feet are so... small. And... callous-free." To which I respond; "Thank-you?" I like my feet, actually they're one of my favorite features on myself. But fetishes kinda set me off. I still think he's fab, though.
Flutes wear blue, braids, and sunglasses today. But I can't braid my own hair. So this could get interesting, especially without Mom.
We're making a List again. But a nice one. (sort-of)
Life is complicated. Especially since people say life isn't worth living without love. Making everything extra-complicated. I wish I knew... something. Something for sure, that I could count on, that would be a constant. But I'm not delusional. Nothing is constant but Change and Death. Neither of which I would befriend at a time like this. I heard a song on the radio that said: "You will never be alone, On your own, You've got me and Jesus." Unfortunately, I've only got Jesus, and he, while being very supportive, isn't comforting me like I'd wish. Maybe it's just me...
Blue-eyed boy meets a brown-eyed girl,
(Oh-oh, the sweetest thing)
Sew it up, but you still see the tear,
(Oh-oh, the sweetest thing)
Baby's got blue skies up ahead,
But in this, I'm a rain-cloud.
You know we've got a stormy kind of love.
(Oh-oh, the sweetest thing)
~U2, The Sweetest Thing
She’s a good girl,
Loves her mamma,
Loves Jesus,
And America, too.
She’s a good girl,
Crazy ‘bout Elvis,
Loves horses,
And her boyfriend, too.
And it's a long day,
Livin’ in Reseda,
There’s a freeway,
Runnin’ through the yard.
And I’m a bad boy,
‘Cause I don’t even miss her,
I’m a bad boy,
For breakin' her heart.
And I'm free,
Free fallin'...
~Tom Petty, Free Fallin'
"Wanting to change the world is sexy" ~ Bono
"Being alone and being lonely are two different things. When they come together, that's when the sadness starts..." ~Me