what a day
let's just say i have had a HARD day emotionally. not sure really what to say, i have been hit with a lot lately and all i can say is that i am trying VERY hard to keep my head up. not sure where to go or what to do right now. i want to run and never stop, but i am not a runner. i am at my bottom of what i never thought i would be with my emotions. and yes it is true i have been told i am selfish and yes i don't know how ANYBODY could say that but it has been said and what sucks is when i hear it i believe it. i have moments that i have a "real" smile, but not as often as i would like. things have happened and not really sure what to do. not many people are happy with me right now. i feel like i am sitting here looking at a piece of paper with nothing written on it... like words will just appear. ok bye